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Tuesday, December 14, 2010

REBORN!!!!!!!!

past was the past...........
so juz let it PAST...........
the important thg is PRESENT.........
the PAST EMO JENNIFER was GONE..........
REBORN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wont negative thinking anymore............
wont emo.......................
wont too stressful............................
if can, wont let my tear drop again n again...................

FROM NOW ON..........
I JUZ WIl...............
POSITIVE thinking~~~
WONT GIVE UP anymore~~~
WONT force myself................
TRY to do as PERFECT as i can.........
but WONT stress myself..............
RELAX for it.............
STEADY every time..............
SMILE to everyone..........
LAUGH anytime............
everyday is FULL of LAUGHTER...........
wahahahahahhahaha~~~~~~~~

start to learn how to control my emotion...............
start to manage well my time..................
study time is for studying................
wont thk about other unrelated thg..............
working time is for working..............
jz wil busy n bother for working on every weekend..............
dun let work matter messy up my own life................
try to enjoy n relax in every single minute..................
JZ WILL ENJOY MY LIFE~~~~~~~~~~
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**sorry for all my dearest fren who r worrying about me...............i'm super FINE now~~thx for u all caring ^.^ reali appreciate it the most........thx for the supporting n cheering~~~thank you very much~~~~


Saturday, December 11, 2010

an unexpected day

OMG………………………………………………………………..
Wat an unexpected day tat 1 hv 2day………………
Or should I said tat 2day is the saddest day??????????
I’m jz a simple normal gal tat try to be as strong as I can……………..
Try to do as perfect as I can……………….
Like to challenge……………
Like to smile………………
Like to laugh………………….
Hope can b a cheerful person as I can…………………
no matter wat happen……………
Always tell myself sure I can do it…………..
Any problem sure hv the best solution to solve it…………….
Wont easily to gv up………………..
Wont easily let my tear to drop again n again n again……………….
However………………….
I fail to do it all 2day…………………….
B the weakest jennifer 2day……………….
Received a message frm my boss tat wil b a new guys wil work 2day n I nid to train him…………….
But whn I c the new guy…………………
The way tat the guy talking…………………
All look like sooooooooooooooooo familiar………………….
The 1st impression for tat guy is look like my previous senior……………..
But I force myself to dun thk too much for it……………….
Jz treat him as a new guy n trains him……………….
Teach him all the product knowledge……………
But whn teach him at the half way………………
I noe he not tat simple as I thk………………….
As expected, he is my previous senior tat on n off had worked around 4 yrs…………………
Den he start asking me some ques tat my boss recently wil ask……………
OHhhhhhhhhh NOoooooooooooooooooooo
Start scaring…………………..
Who is dis guy actually…………………….
Start to guess n thk bout it……………………..
SHIT………………………………
Finally he asking me some ques tat make me cant ans it………………
Duno wan hw to ans……………..
The feeling tat same as whn the time I b the junior n being teaches by my senior…….
all have flowed out……………………………
the feel almost 99% same wif my senior………………
fainted @.@………………………………………
long time ago dint feel it since my senior had left work for almost half yr……………………
fearfulness…………………………………….
Stressfulness………………………………………………
Finally I cant tahan my tear……………………………….
Go to wash room………………………….
Find my sally jie n chat……………………………
GOSHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…………………………
I cant stop my tear…………………………………
But at last I til nid face him……………………..
Act nothg to him n continue teach him………………..
But he ask me wat happen n ask me am I crying…………………
Wat la…………………………………………………
Let him noe the truth oledi…………………………………..
Den i go to wash room again……………………………..
Den go bek to the workplace again……………………….
Den he noe wat happen n jz call me follow him………………….
He bring me to a restaurant yum cha…………………..
Tat time I directly cant control my tear n emotion………………………
Tear jz same like the broken water-tap…………………….
Flowed non stop………………………..
Feel super shame for it…………………………..
waiter n waitress jz look at me………………….
Den he start keep chit chatting wif me……………………
Telling all the truth to me…………………………
Sharing all his previous experience……………………………..
Sumore console me…………………………………
But all dis til make me cant control my tear……………………..
How long v had chat…………………….
How many liter of my tear had dropped………………..
All my weakness n stressfulness let him see through…………………….
I directly cant tahan anymore…………………………….
Jz express it all out………………………………..
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Jz show the weakest part to a ppl tat jz meet 1st day……………………..
N sumore jz meet him less than half an hour……………………………………………
Aikssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Too bad…………………………………………………………….
Loser…………………………………………………………….
Afterward I try to b as steady as I can…………………………..
Act stronger……………………………………………
Den jz share my feeling n problem to him…………………….
Actually nid thx to him…………………………..
He teach me a lot of thg again………………………
Not oni the working experience……………………..
N sum his real life experience……………………………..
Learn all the thg tat I cant learn it frm college or book………………
Nice to share n chat wif him……………………..
But as I compare myself wif him n my previous senior………………….
jz make me feel like im til a small gal…………………
reali look like a siu mui mui…………………………………
mm dim at all………………………………..
til hv a very super long road to go………………………………..
I muz walk through n pass all the road…………………………
A lot of challenging thg waiting me………………………
Dis real life game I should play it successfully…………………….
Cant b the loser again n again……………………….
JENNIFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U GOTTA B STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JZ MOVE FORWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


**not oni the stressfulness of working make my tear drop off………………..sumore assignment annoying me…………………sum tear oledi drop off early in the morning…………face a lot of problem recently…………………….sumore Monday got mid term test………………until nw………………..i til hven read it even 1 of the chapter………………..reali going to mad soon…………………crumble down………….hair drop a lot…………………..even though im a gal tat super like to eat………but recently reali dun hv mood to eat……….no appetite………………..haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz………………. recently reali nt enuf time to sleep………@.@ reali bcum a panda gal………………got time to die, reali no time to sick…………haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
can I jz escape all of the matter???????????????????n disappear frm dis world for few day???????????????????????(but I noe escape cant solve any problem………..i muz face all the problem n solve it…………………)
HELP…………………………………..
T___________________________T

Thursday, December 9, 2010

new family member ♥

8/10/2010 ----> honhon forced to gv me 1 of her son to me since 2 of her hamsters always fight wif each other.......thus, i adopted him n brought him home..........reali no idea about his new name.......so jz simply call him RAYMOND.....

wahhahaha~ jz simply let him lived in the small plastic tank tat i used it to adopt turtle b4.....>.<

since raymond looked like so lonely....so planed to find a spouse for him....thus, finally buy a female hamster at wangsa walk mall's pet shop......
since her species is winter white.....so help her create her name as SNOW......



cant found a affordable hamster gate for them.......bcoz all the hamster gate so expensive.....cant afford it......so temporary let them lived in a bigger plastic fish tank....>.< style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold;">**old home

**new home

raymond's species is winter, snow's species is winter white......hope their children wil b super cute n r lengzai n lenglui~ahahahhaha^.^hope they can live happy ever 4eve~~~~

**wasted super alot of $ in buying hamster food n their toys......reali nid alot of $ to adopt a pet.......nw i adopting 1 son and 1 daughter.......reali nt easy to b a mummy.....
>.< ''' sure honhon wil b poorer since she nid feed her 3 children......wahhahahhaha~

mission impossible completed

15/11-19/11/2010 ----> challenged mission impossible

between the 5 days, im didnt ate any food, jz ate fruit, vegetable without oil, drink water, n drink the USANA nutrition drink to replace my 3 meal......



the main purpose for it is to detox, bcum more healthy.......
the 2nd purpose is to reduce my weight....haha~XD

i'm a person tat super like to eat.........whn talk bout eating sure wil feel energetic....but reali felt double, triple n super suffer for tat 5 days........damn hungry n sometimes felt reali suffer whn saw my family or fren having their delicious meal......T_____T

but finally, i completed dis impossible mission.......i DID it~~~yea~~~n success reduce 2 kg oni.....>.<

Sunday, November 21, 2010

i wan SHOUT IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pls bring me to a place tat can SHOUT IT OUT LOUDLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i almost BEH TAHAN LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAT LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
early in the sunday morning receive a super long message frm Sxxxxx..........................
after read it............................
my good mood oledi spoilt by dis annoying message!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
den receive a call den start "chan" me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat can i do tat time???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can i directly close the phone n said tat im nt free or line problem?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
i jz can diam diam n jz said "okok"......"emmmmmmmmm".................
T_____________________________T

C'MON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u jz pay us how many $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$??????????
call me do dis n tat.....................................................................................
i noe tat 1 is my responsibility.........................................................
but v reali had done our best la........................................................
n sumore nid i put so many effort on it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y other ppl can so relax n so enjoy their work?????????????????????????
but y v cant?????????????????????????????????????????
i oledi sacrifice alot of my precious time on it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n make until i cant focus on my study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
assignment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!coursework!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mid term!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all this thg oledi make me mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but nw add on 1 more annoying thg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i oledi dropped thousand of hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n sumore my fren said me got WHITE HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@.@
i reali fainted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOMEBODY PLS HELP ME GET OUT FRM IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T______________________________T

Saturday, November 13, 2010

隆重介绍

突然觉得有点不好意思
阅读了几篇他的部落格
发现他都有提到姐妹们
那我也应该在此提提他
这位新成员刚加入我们
应该是没超过一个月吧
我们开始互相称姐道妹
但我比较希望称兄道弟
由于我们这里姐妹较多
所以顺其自然成为姐妹
欢迎成功加入这姐妹团
可是这位姐妹比较特别
虽然大家同班七个多月
但可以说是极度少交流
只是知道班上有这个人
也知道他的姓名和样子
但却完全不知他的性格
可是在一次偶然的情况
让我们有机会互相了解
就是通过非常流行的msn
在第一次的谈话当中里
大家既然一起无所不谈
当时他自己爆了很多料
全都是非常劲爆的新闻
真没想到第一次的谈话
就是聊些较深入的问题
感觉像是大家认识很久
一聊天就一发不可收拾
真是一位较特别的姐妹
由于他是单身贵族主席
好玩下我加入他的公司
暂时就先做个小小员工
等待着主席退休的一天
我就有很大可能性升级
哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
就酱大家有时就会开会
包括康康这位特别的IAR
大家有时开会开到很夜
我特别喜欢看他们俩zat
当zat到越爽我看到越爽
不看他们zat我真睡不下
啊哈哈哈哈哈啊哈哈哈
就酱大家的姐妹情增加
但在现实中的这位姐妹
与在网络的他很大分别
他时常说如要在现实中
与他说上三句话都很难
但可惜它是遇到不同人
如遇到我们这些姐妹们
网络和现实都一样的人
肯定可以说超级多废话
还有一次既然拖我下水
差点令到我水洗都不请
幸好本人会游泳爬上岸
再用超强DYANAMO洗干净
幸运渡过了惊险的夜晚
说了酱久&多他的坏话
他应该知道我在说着他(不用左望右望啦,就是你啦)
他就是。。。。达达!
达达好姐妹!!!!!
希望咱们的姐妹情不散
也希望你可以早日退休
祝你可以勇敢踏出一步
两步三步四步五步六步
那么在2011年11月11日
那么特别的日子是庆祝
这难得超级特别的日子
而不是庆祝单身光棍节
就此告一段落结束本文


徐珍仪启
(很久都没写自己的华语名了,幸好我还记得自己的姓名,对得起祖先....哈哈哈)


***只用十个文字写成的文章,真的有点辛苦.....真佩服达达的华语程度.....厉害厉害.....佩服佩服

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

is time to WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!


JENNIFER AH JENNIFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat happen to u for dis few week??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat r u doing recently?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat r u waiting for?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAKE UP LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cum bek to the reality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun always jz DREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun always in a DAZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
c'mon gal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jz WORK IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun waste time anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u got to be STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IS TIME TO AWAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Crazzzy comments

Wow wow wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Unbelievable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally v break the record successfully!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAHOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~
Keep chit chatting wif classmate for 3hr++, 500++ comments……..
Or can b said tat jz keep going spam fren’s wall or boom their mail box oni……
Hahahhahahah~
reali feel good bout it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can noe each other more n better~~~
Normally at class or in real life…….
V reali less chit chatting wif each other for so long period
Jz realize almost all ppl aso quite talkative n geng in blow water aso…@.@
But it reali FUN!!!!!!!!!
LIKE IT~
Thx for all classmate’s participation n cooperation~~
Hv a nice n happy conversation wif u all^^


**luckily my streamyx line very stable n react quite fast yesterday.....if not sure cant follow their steps since almost 30 second will show 1 comment....@@ or less than 1 minute wil shows 2-3 comments......

Sunday, October 31, 2010

down.....

weird feeling............
2hr ago>>>>happy, delightful n pleasant
now>>>>>>super down.......moody.............
if dis situation stil continuous.............
sure i wil b mad soon...............
PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i jz wan b a cheerful person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLS DUN THK TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, October 22, 2010

waiting................

waiting is a action tat very suffer.........................
waiting for 5min, 1hr, 2hr, 6hr, 12hr, 24hr,48hr....................
will feel down if at the end waiting jz get nothing..................
sad.............
depress................
hurt...................

izit the time to relinquish?????????????
izit the time to let go?????????????

or am i til nid continue wait for it??????????
or i jz start take action rather than wait????????????

but i scare..............................
reali scare bout it..........................
at the end jz get nothg n mayb wil lose sumthg tat important........................

Sunday, October 17, 2010

**touching**

"对音乐的热诚与认真而换来的那断了的弦,只有努力付出的音乐人才做得到。你已经做得很好了,别为了那断了的弦而自责。手指的灵活度不是一天两天可以练起来的,把信心找回来,你一定可以的!=)"

on 14/10/2010, thurs at 8.46pm......found a wall post at my FB's wall tat posted by Little Annrea, my lovely pig daughter.......

actually i jz update my blog oni but my pig daughter oledi noe it.....console n encourage me through tat wall post~~THX A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after read it reali feel touching**n feel more comfort bout it~~TQ TQ~~~my pig daughter, lets us work it out!!!!!!!!!!!!!fight for our dream~~sure u aso can do it^.^ gambateh~

whn i broke the violin string reali feel worry bout tat......scare my violin teacher wil scold me...but i reali worry n thk too much.....after i tell my violin teacher bout my violin's A string had broken ady.....she jz said i can go to ostinato any time since she at thr teaching.....she didnt scold me n help me chg my string aso.....feel sorry bout tat i had disturb her claz.......TQ teacher~i wont simply turn the peg again n make any string break again.....luckily tat A string jz cost me RM4.....

felt surprised n happy whn i met my dear pig daughter at ostinato on thurs morning whn i hving claz.....sure she heard my bad voice bcoz i lack of practice for tat part.....feel embarrassing.....n i jz realize tat she jz at the next door.....heard someone playing piano quite well tat time......but jz found tat was my dear pig daughter~~hope next time hv chance can listen n watch she play a song for me^.^

Thursday, October 14, 2010

sorry.................

OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y my hand sooooo disobedient!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
turn the violin's peg for wat????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n made the A string BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SORRY MY DEAR VIOLIN..............................
IT'S MY FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I PROMISE WONT DO IT AGAIN....................
REALLY HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......................
duno the A string will cost hw much...................
actually plan to practice it for few hour............
but nw cant do anythg for it..............
no mood anymore................
make me no mood to drive to college jz for tat 2hr lecture..............
i confirm tat i will totally cant pay any attention for tat 2hr lecture..............
so if i attend it aso useless for me since my heart oledi flown far away................
thus it is not worth for me waste 2 hr for driving to college n bek home..............
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
T.T

Thursday, October 7, 2010

记忆


"有时候记忆是会
Sometimes the memory will

束缚心灵
Chain the heart

但是心灵
However, the heart

会通过新的邂逅
Through the new encounter,

被解放
Will be liberated

于是 现在
And then, now

展翅欲飞
Spreads the way to fly

朝向未来"
Towards the future.

(Abstract From Nodame Cantabile Season 1 Last Episode)





*finished watching nodame cantabile season 1 yesterday again......what a nice & awesome anime!!!!!!!!although i had watched it for 4-5 times already......but i still very like it~~

Like all the characteristic……..
like the entire plot…..
like piano……….
like violin………..
like orchestra………
♥like all the classical music tat performed by them……
love ♥ nodame cantabile

Monday, October 4, 2010

crazy shopping time!!!!!!!!!!

1/10/2010>>after the 2hr lecture, v went for lunch 2gether.......honlin, shinyi, juiyee, foosoon, konghui n me ate 怡保酿豆腐..........the food quite nice........each 酿豆腐 cost RM1.............foosoon n konghui reali ate alot tat time!!!!!!!!!!!!2ppl ate 15 pieces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!geng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hving funny conversation tat time~~~~~made me laugh until non stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!especially whn foosoon spoke mandarin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wahahahahhahaahhaahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the pronoun of 白豆腐 reali funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!too focus on all tat food until 4got took any pic....>.<

after tat, honlin, juijui n me went to time square n sg wang shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hooorray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!actually i jz wan window shopping geh.............but unexpected tat i had bought around RM120!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OHHH NOOOO............my 2 day salary gone........T.T...........

**lunch + dinner at KFC~~~~
**hehehe~juijui finally bought the shoes tat she super like de~~tat 1 is new arrival oh~~~~~~nice!!!!!!!!!

**wow~wow~wow~RM100~~~~~~~~

**after juijui n me put effort to "encourage" honhon bought it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!finally v success!!!!!!!!!!hohohohohoho.........(actually honhon jz pass through n said tat dress look nice......den v "encourage" her to try it.....n "encourage" her to buy it~~hehehe)

**wow.......i thk 3 of us spent around RM300 for all dis thg..........

shopping until 9pm++..............nid to send honhon n juijui bek home...........but v get lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@.@
turn right????????????turn left???????????????or go straight????????????????????
i reali no idea for the road n direction......................im reali a 路痴...........not KL ppl at all..............n v get a wrong way..........i did a very dangerous n illegal U-turn tat time...........luckily didnt hv police tat time...........luckily gt honhon n juijui who r expert about the KL road~~~~n luckily juijui's cousin gv instruction for us...........thk for them guide a right way n finally v arrived home safely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wat a excited n thriller experience for tat nite.......bek home around 11pm++...........tired but happy~

*************recall bek my driving experience.......since i always get lost n rely wif my fren bout the road direction.........do i reali nid a GPS?????????

Thursday, September 30, 2010

……reluctant………..

Y????????????Y????????????Y????????????????
Y call us do dis kind of non benefit n nonprofit of things??????????!!!!!!!!
Key in all the customers information into Microsoft excel………….
Every month nid key in more than 100 customers information…………..
If had gud sales on tat month, mayb nid key in more than 200 cus. Info…………….
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Y nid me to do it?????????????????
N start frm dis month I nid arrange for the location everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everyday i nid sms n inform them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Some of them r using Digi………………
It’s quite costly to me……………………….
While my dearest sally jie is in charge for our salary account……………
Pity us…………………….
Always DO DIS n TAT………………
BUT some more DIDN’T increase our salary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BOSS…………………..
U tot v so free to do all tat things meh…………………
B4 tat, our senior at least got increase their salary n help u do all tat unrelated things…………….
BUT NOW?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Both of us help u as FOC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I noe the sales not reali gud for dis few month………………….
But v oledi cant get any commission ady………………
Even though v push hard n sold hard for the PROFESSIONAL n EXPENSIVE printer aso cant get any commission……………
Always jz get the basic salary……………….
N u always tell us tat nid look after all the junior………..
V as a senior should show our SENIOR LOOK to them………….
Sell more n more……………..
AIYA BOSS……………………..
U tot v wan eat egg de meh………………….
I aso dun wan b useless n jz cheat ur basic salary…………….
Sometimes really is the BRAND problem lo……………………..
Always get negative word of mouth n complaint frm customer…………….
If the BRAND didn’t improve its product n strategic.……………
V reali nid push hard n cheat n fool more customers……………
Usually v jz sold it to some water fish………….
PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I reali BEH TAHAN one day……………
Sure I wil leave it soon……………………….
Since I til nid $$$$$$$$$$ urgent…………….
So all the thgs I doing nw r reluctant……………..

**all the nonprofit thg tat I doing nw……………….til hv alot hven key in.....T.T

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

practice, practice n PRACTICE

i nid more n more n more PRACTICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@.@
after the 2nd violin lesson..........
found tat the technique of playing the violin b4 was wrong............
OMG!!!!!!!!!!>.<
i til cant hold the bow well......................
til hv alot of posture mistake..........................
the way of my thumb n little finger hold the bow was wrong............
n i cant keep the bow straight whn i down n up bow on every single string...........
so til cant play the violin wif nice tone......................
the way to improve is PRACTICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

'music practice is the key to success on any instrument'

***********PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT*************

Monday, September 27, 2010

my 1st step


I wish to learn violin for many yrs ago…………if not mistaken……………tat time I confuse nid to learn violin 1st or keyboard whn I started new college life and joined M2U in 2008……….finally I choose to learn keyboard 1st wif evonne………at the same time v aso got joined Hana Studio to learn some free lesson of violin………but after a few lesson……….v quit n didn’t joined them anymore………so I juz focus on keyboard 1st………….
however………..after I watched “Nodame Cantabile”……….started love the music of violin!!!!!!!!!!hope I can play the violin classical song by myself!!!!!!!!!!!!i til rmb tat time was my final exam period……….but my mind full of the plot of “Nodame Cantabile” n all the classical music…………so I realize tat if I didn’t learn violin…………I scared I wil regret…………I nid to decide tat whr I gonna learn my violin………learn at M2U??????although the fee very cheap n affordable………….but the violin teacher not professional, jz a student tat mayb is my junior or same course……….cant get the formal certificate………learn at music studio??????????teach by professional teacher n get the certificate…….but the main problem is the fee……………cant afford it since didn’t work tat time >.<
Luckily got a part time job n started earn n save $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ to accomplish my wish….........
Finally…………I step my 1st step………….on 9/9/2010…………bcoz I noe annrea gt learning piano nw………..so asked her opinion about whr I can learn violin………...jz realize tat beside my secondary skul thr gt a music studio Ostinato Music………..n annrea is a student at thr………….so after farewell wif evonne, I planed to go for asking the lesson n fee of violin wif annrea……… but since annrea not free afterward, so evonne accompany me …………..chatting wif Miss Cheng, the principal of the studio…………found tat dis studio quite nice………communicate wif teacher is the important thg……any prob aso can discuss 2gether……….all r full time n experienced teacher………..violin gt 8 Grade…….fee is RM110 per month…………40 min per lesson………1 lesson per week……….
After discuss the time wif violin teacher, finally my 1st violin started on 22/9/2010, wed, 12.50-1.30pm……………quite excited, nervous, n expect for dis 1st lesson…………….my violin teacher, miss lim taught me the technique of how to hold the violin n bow………….n taught me some theory part of violin………..taught me how to take care my violin……………the violin tat I bought it was the most basic n simple violin………..cost RM320……….Europe string……….miss lim said whn I study higher level, I wil start demand a better n nice tone frm violin…..so if next time nid upgrade the violin……..at least prepare RM3000++ to buy a gud string, nice tone n handmade violin………… if jz upgrade to a RM800++ violin………actually it aso nt a gud tone violin………..so better use the RM300++ violin 1st……….n then start save the money n buy a RM3000++ violin better……….dun wan waste money in buying jz a moderate quality violin………..so from now on……….i nid prepare n save more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ to buy a RM3000++ violin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!after miss lim taught me the basic technique of holding the violin n bow………..i found tat quite difficult to hold a bow n play wif a nice sound………..i nid more practice n intention to play it!!!!!!!!!!!!!sure I can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*❤❤my lovely violin❤❤

* pencil effect~~quite nice~~~

* music stand n violin book n theory book~~~
I hope I can improve my skill quickly n play a nice classical song soon~~~~hope can play all the classical song tat I like~~~~~~n hope 1 day can ensemble wif annrea n evonne~~~~~they play piano~I play violin~~~~~~v perform the Beethoven violin sonata “spring”~~~~~~~********imagining**********BRAVO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wahahahahahha~~~


*** use around RM600++ in buying all the instrument n pay for the fee………..T.T………I nid work more to earn bek all the $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$