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Monday, June 28, 2010

以为

以为自己可以很坚强......
原来自己其实很懦弱.......

一直都认为......
只要相信自己可以做到......
只要坚持自己的信念.......
只要不怕困难.......
只要勇敢面对.......
不要逃避现实.......
不要给藉口自己.......
不怕辛苦......
不怕被打败......
永远相信任何事情都可以解决的.......
永远相信自己一定可以做到的......
一切的困难,难题,全都能一一熬过去.........

原来我的想法有点单纯.....

终于......
我被打败了......
原来自己一点都不坚强.....
原来自己是多么的脆弱.....
懦弱......没用.......
开始怀疑自己的能力......
到底我自己可以熬和忍耐到几久.....

压力......
全都是我施压给自己.......
原来自己是很辛苦.....
我以为可以把压力转为推动力......
原来是多么的困难.......
我不允许自己流下任何的眼泪.......
但实在很想大哭一场........
把任何的压力.....
不开心的事都发泄出来.......
没有原因.......
没有理由的大哭一场......

开始迷失了自己.......
到底自己是干嘛的......
开始找不到方向.......

人生嘛......
难免一定会有很多困难和挑战......
也难免一定会遇到很多挫折........
这样的人生才会精彩.........

如今让我遇到了另一种挑战......
我也知道......
只要我接受,面对,跨越它......
什么难题都能解决的.......

很可惜......
讲和做是两回事.......

心还是很辛苦.....
很想逃避全部的东西.....
但我永远知道逃避是解决不了事情......
我几时才能想通.......
几时才能得到解脱呢......
难到所有事情都需要时间来冲淡一切??

Friday, June 25, 2010

new color, new hairstyle, new life

hehehehe~
finally i dyed my hair ady~~~
i talked to my fren about i wan dye my hair for long time ago.........
but previously i jz talked, no action de..........
discuss wif my fren about "wat color i should choose leh??"
they all gv me creative ans.
some suggest me dye rainbow, yellow, green, blue, white or black color....=.=
but i aso get some useful suggestion from my fren aso~
they suggest me either dye brown or red color.......
i stil cant make the decision for it........

finally after skull on fri.....
i went to salon tat around genting klang.....
my fren, michelle suggest me go to "red" salon bcoz hv promotion.......
color hair jz for RM68++.....
but whn i went n ask at the counter.........
they said tat promotion price jz for boy.........
mine 1 nid RM150.......
OMG.....the price bcom double.......
den i went to another salon ask for the price, RM140......
finally i went to e3 hair salon which has promotion jz RM130 include dye, treatment n cut......

the most difficult n headache part was chose for the hair color.....
reali no idea about which color i should dye..........
the stylish suggest me dye red color or sharp brown color......
but i cant accept the color which is too sharp.........
so after 15min.......my final decision is dark brown.............

sit at the chair for 2 n a half hr.......
let them start "playing" my hair.......
they serve me some biscuit n drink aso......
feel very bored whn sitting thr alone...........
jz read through all the magazines tat provided......

1st time sit at the salon for 2 n a half hr.............
luckily cum out wif the satisfy result~~
Although the color reali not very obviously, but the color quite nice n fulfill the my need........
the stylist cut short my hair aso.........
luckily my fren said quite nice for it~~

hope got new color, new hairstyle n hv new life aso~~~
all things tat had happened wil b past tense.......... jz let it all pass n look for present n future!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everything will be brand new!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*nid special thx to michelle hoh who had accompany went to hair salon n had candle-light dinner wif me~~~thx alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Pudu Jail.....R.I.P(1895-2010)

由于每个星期都去lowyat做工......
都会在hang tuah LRT station下站.....
然后每个星期都会经过Pudu Jail......
之后再走过去lowyat.......

虽然每次都会经过Pudu Jail......
但是只觉得那只是间普通残旧的建筑物......
没什么特别......
但偶尔晚上经过那里都会觉得很阴森.......
毕竟那地方曾经都充满怨气.......

直到上个星期天(20/6)......
Pudu Jail突然开始变得很热闹......
早上去做工经过那发觉有很多人拿着相机左拍拍, 右拍拍......
晚上放工经过那发现有一大群人围在Pudu Jail的大门口......
看到很多闪光灯......
还有看到地上放着一把古代的纸伞和古筝, 白饭上还插着香, 然后有个人在趴在那......
应该是做法式呱.....
希望那些亡魂得到安息吧......
第二天看报纸才发现原来Pudu Jail要被拆除了......
突然觉得有点不舍.......

人永远都是就这样......
当那样东西还存在时.....
往往都不会去珍惜或留意.....
但一旦知道那东西从此要消失在这世界上......
才开始去关心和不舍......

希望被拆除了的Pudu Jail......
不会做出无聊的牺牲......
它的牺牲是有为社会和国家做出贡献的.......

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

yummy~espresSOUP

on 26/05/2010 i hving my breaklunch at espreSOUP tat located at time square wif my colleague>>shirley~~~
actually wan enjoying dis meal wif sally jie too de........
but i really cant tahan den i finally i ate wif shirley 1st.....
if got chance again hope 3 of us can eat 2gether~~~

i ordered a set tat include bread + chunky mushroom soup n sandwich jz for RM12.50~~~
while for Shirley was bread + mushroom soup n salad~~~

delicious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the bread + chunky mushroom soup is very tasty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cut the bread into small pieces n let it soak in the chunky mushroom soup~~

yummy~yummy~yummy~

if u got pay heed to our wearing..............
both of us were wearing lexmark's shirt.............
hahaha~
actually v were working tat day on 12pm..........
but v had our meal at thr from 11.45-12.20pm.........
tats mean v were late for work tat day..........
luckily my boss didnt realize it.........
hehe~