down.....

weird feeling............
2hr ago>>>>happy, delightful n pleasant
now>>>>>>super down.......moody.............
if dis situation stil continuous.............
sure i wil b mad soon...............
PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i jz wan b a cheerful person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLS DUN THK TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

waiting................

waiting is a action tat very suffer.........................
waiting for 5min, 1hr, 2hr, 6hr, 12hr, 24hr,48hr....................
will feel down if at the end waiting jz get nothing..................
sad.............
depress................
hurt...................

izit the time to relinquish?????????????
izit the time to let go?????????????

or am i til nid continue wait for it??????????
or i jz start take action rather than wait????????????

but i scare..............................
reali scare bout it..........................
at the end jz get nothg n mayb wil lose sumthg tat important........................

**touching**

"对音乐的热诚与认真而换来的那断了的弦，只有努力付出的音乐人才做得到。你已经做得很好了，别为了那断了的弦而自责。手指的灵活度不是一天两天可以练起来的，把信心找回来，你一定可以的！=)"

on 14/10/2010, thurs at 8.46pm......found a wall post at my FB's wall tat posted by Little Annrea, my lovely pig daughter.......

actually i jz update my blog oni but my pig daughter oledi noe it.....console n encourage me through tat wall post~~THX A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after read it reali feel touching**n feel more comfort bout it~~TQ TQ~~~my pig daughter, lets us work it out!!!!!!!!!!!!!fight for our dream~~sure u aso can do it^.^ gambateh~

whn i broke the violin string reali feel worry bout tat......scare my violin teacher wil scold me...but i reali worry n thk too much.....after i tell my violin teacher bout my violin's A string had broken ady.....she jz said i can go to ostinato any time since she at thr teaching.....she didnt scold me n help me chg my string aso.....feel sorry bout tat i had disturb her claz.......TQ teacher~i wont simply turn the peg again n make any string break again.....luckily tat A string jz cost me RM4.....

felt surprised n happy whn i met my dear pig daughter at ostinato on thurs morning whn i hving claz.....sure she heard my bad voice bcoz i lack of practice for tat part.....feel embarrassing.....n i jz realize tat she jz at the next door.....heard someone playing piano quite well tat time......but jz found tat was my dear pig daughter~~hope next time hv chance can listen n watch she play a song for me^.^

sorry.................

OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y my hand sooooo disobedient!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
turn the violin's peg for wat????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n made the A string BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SORRY MY DEAR VIOLIN..............................
IT'S MY FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I PROMISE WONT DO IT AGAIN....................
REALLY HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......................
duno the A string will cost hw much...................
actually plan to practice it for few hour............
but nw cant do anythg for it..............
no mood anymore................
make me no mood to drive to college jz for tat 2hr lecture..............
i confirm tat i will totally cant pay any attention for tat 2hr lecture..............
so if i attend it aso useless for me since my heart oledi flown far away................
thus it is not worth for me waste 2 hr for driving to college n bek home..............
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
T.T

记忆

"有时候记忆是会

Sometimes the memory will

束缚心灵

Chain the heart

但是心灵

However, the heart

会通过新的邂逅

Through the new encounter,

被解放

Will be liberated

于是 现在

And then, now

展翅欲飞

Spreads the way to fly

朝向未来"

Towards the future.

(Abstract From Nodame Cantabile Season 1 Last Episode)

*finished watching nodame cantabile season 1 yesterday again......what a nice & awesome anime!!!!!!!!although i had watched it for 4-5 times already......but i still very ♥like it~~

♥Like all the characteristic……..

♥like the entire plot…..

♥like piano……….

♥like violin………..

♥like orchestra………

♥like all the classical music tat performed by them……

love ♥ nodame cantabile ♥

crazy shopping time!!!!!!!!!!

1/10/2010>>after the 2hr lecture, v went for lunch 2gether.......honlin, shinyi, juiyee, foosoon, konghui n me ate 怡保酿豆腐..........the food quite nice........each 酿豆腐 cost RM1.............foosoon n konghui reali ate alot tat time!!!!!!!!!!!!2ppl ate 15 pieces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!geng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hving funny conversation tat time~~~~~made me laugh until non stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!especially whn foosoon spoke mandarin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wahahahahhahaahhaahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the pronoun of 白豆腐 reali funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!too focus on all tat food until 4got took any pic....>.<

after tat, honlin, juijui n me went to time square n sg wang shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hooorray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!actually i jz wan window shopping geh.............but unexpected tat i had bought around RM120!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OHHH NOOOO............my 2 day salary gone........T.T...........

**lunch + dinner at KFC~~~~
**hehehe~juijui finally bought the shoes tat she super like de~~tat 1 is new arrival oh~~~~~~nice!!!!!!!!!

**wow~wow~wow~RM100~~~~~~~~

**after juijui n me put effort to "encourage" honhon bought it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!finally v success!!!!!!!!!!hohohohohoho.........(actually honhon jz pass through n said tat dress look nice......den v "encourage" her to try it.....n "encourage" her to buy it~~hehehe)

**wow.......i thk 3 of us spent around RM300 for all dis thg..........

shopping until 9pm++..............nid to send honhon n juijui bek home...........but v get lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@.@
turn right????????????turn left???????????????or go straight????????????????????
i reali no idea for the road n direction......................im reali a 路痴...........not KL ppl at all..............n v get a wrong way..........i did a very dangerous n illegal U-turn tat time...........luckily didnt hv police tat time...........luckily gt honhon n juijui who r expert about the KL road~~~~n luckily juijui's cousin gv instruction for us...........thk for them guide a right way n finally v arrived home safely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wat a excited n thriller experience for tat nite.......bek home around 11pm++...........tired but happy~

*************recall bek my driving experience.......since i always get lost n rely wif my fren bout the road direction.........do i reali nid a GPS?????????