Fairy Tail the movie

Fairy Tail the movie --- Phoenix Priestess

unexpected & touching ending.........why this movie so short~wish to continue watch it~so miss those characters and storyline~& this movie made my day~love it~~~

Truth is cruel.....
regret to find out the truth.......
why....why.....why......
a lot of question in my mind........
hurt....disappointed...........
i hate myself to know the truth..........
sometime......
be simple is good......
no need to know too much............

wake up jennifer~~~
no princess in this real world.....
be tough...be strong....be independent......
be yourself......be happy.........
please treat yourself good......
u can make yourself happy even u are alone~
don't make your eyes tired.......
smile always~
cheers~~~

"The one who makes you laugh, and his/ her laugher is because of you, then he/ she is the right person"

"When you found your right person, the love can last for thousand year"

Swipe Tap Love

lost......& lost.................

ooops lost again...
this time get lost in career....
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
just done appraisal session with team manager today.....
discuss short term & long term goal....
company defined short term is 3 years...@.@
my short term is 1 year lehhhh.................
really need think about my career clearly..............
my goal......................................................
my direction..................................................................................
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

lost........................................

I think I'm lost again....
this time lost in love.....
Does he is my Mr. right????
i didn't feel the love way that i wish to get.........
is my problem?????????
how can i solve my problem???????????????
uncertainty........................
so scary...................................

busy really is not a good excuse......
although i know he really busy like hell..............
if i also busy........u also busy...............
then the relationship nobody will maintain it........
no meaning for the relationship although still love each other...........
the love will fade...........
at last.........
bye bye...............

welcome back~

I miss this guy.....currently we are 8,148.6 miles or 13,113.9km apart......Portland, Oregon, United States.....never heard this place before.....but once he told me about he will go there attend training class....total travel time around 10 days....wth....1st thing came from my mind was I WANT JOIN!!!!i don't care can't enjoy CNY...i don't care family rejection....i don't care...i just want to join!!!!!!if not i will regret....
sadly....once talked about the flight ticket...omg...i don't have enough moeny @.@....and need to apply Visa...@.@....OMG.....I UNABLE to join.....sad....sad....sad......miss a chance to US....& i think probably won't have chance to go US....at least take 24 hours flight.....insane & suffer flight moment.....last time I feel damn suffer when I just took roughly 12 hours flight to UK.....gosh....24 hours at plane....watch movie, eat, slp, eat, slp, toilet, slp, eat.....lifeless at plane~
anyway....honestly....i felt damn damn damn envy.....most of the expenses paid by company....envy daooooooooooooooooooooooooo.......make me hate him~i kept punch him hahahahahahaha~he so innoncent....felt so sorry to him~but no choice....i must punch him~~at last I still accept it & adapt the day without him~walao ehhhhh~Portland is 16 hours behind!!!!!Today is Saturday in M'sia but he still Friday in Portland...the funny thing is, the time zone differences was totally same with when I was in UK and he in M'sia....
eg: When I was in UK ---- UK time 3pm ---- M'sia time 11pm
     When I was in M'sia ---- M'sia time 3pm ---- Portland time 11pm

No wonder the feeling sooooooooooooo familiar~but then just the day we passed will be different.....but really hate that feeling la~hate long distance relationship.....damn hard to maintain.....the frequency of argument confirm will increase......
This year CNY without him at Ipoh.....no supper & no breakfast with him~can't visit his parent too~one word to describe----sienzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........sienz & hot at grandma's house whole day......the most beh tahan was traffic jam at highway!!!took 5 hours to reach Ipoh...OMG....
by the way...this guy will back on Sunday~~it will be my very first time to drive alone to KLIA~just wish to get my sourvenir & see his tired look & smelly clothes =P
welcome back babe~~

meaningful activity

a meaningful activity held by Shell colleague--visited orphans at Ti-Ratana Welfare Society on 11.01.2014~
so sad my dearest friend and lover can't join...so it's my 1st time to drive alone to a new place with my iphone google map!!!!subscribe 100mb per day data plan & started my journey!!!!OMG~luckily i able reached safely and didn't get lost!!!!luckily i just miss out a junction in that area....didn't make big mistake~phew~~i still not that familiar by using google map while driving...quite dangerous haha...heartbeat keep increasing while driving~

We susccessfully collected around $2k donation, they bought all their needs list~Children around 3-6 years full of energetic!!!!!!make noise all the way~out of control~hyper active~we need use higher tone to communicate with them...firstly they ignore us....didn't talk with us and no respond when we talked with them....when give them chocolate & sweets, they started friendly with us as they need our helped in opening those chocolate/ candy wrappers hahahahahahahahahaha~some of them quite naughty~aunty keep shouting hahaha~play with children very tired~~but very happy when they were smilling~~~around 20++ children~boys & girls also with short hair ~some time hard to differentiate their gender haha~had a great time with them~but really tired hahahaha~if got chance to visit them I sure will join~

*curious about the background of each children....why they will become orphan....can't believe quite a lot orphans.....some kids just 3 years old.....hope they live happily & stay healthy & strong~we are damn luckily because have a complete family....

lesson

Lesson of the day:

Always think clearly & logically & deeply & analyze it before u final ur work....Don't simply do what ppl call u to do....& don't too trust/ rely on others.....question it or challenge back if u feel something wrong.....even though senior assist u on work, but at last the signature is under ur name, u r the one who send out the work, check clearly before send out!!!when there is a mistake, u r the 1 they will look for or blame 1st although senior did/ assist the work for u.......must THINK further....

started can feel the political issue in office....boss received "message" from others that our team's girl wearing too sexy, the skirt too short....@.@ so girl can't wear short skirt anymore....our team's guy can't wear T-shirt to work although on Friday.....even though eat breakfast during working hour, also kena complain @.@

reminder to myself: don't let working stuff make my day worse, life is short~should enjoy it with sweet memory~if thing come to the worst, just leave the job, choose to be a backpacker, travel the world, go there wash dishes/ throw rubbish/ do packaging/ do whatever also can....as long as enjoy the life~