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Monday, June 28, 2010

以为

以为自己可以很坚强......
原来自己其实很懦弱.......

一直都认为......
只要相信自己可以做到......
只要坚持自己的信念.......
只要不怕困难.......
只要勇敢面对.......
不要逃避现实.......
不要给藉口自己.......
不怕辛苦......
不怕被打败......
永远相信任何事情都可以解决的.......
永远相信自己一定可以做到的......
一切的困难,难题,全都能一一熬过去.........

原来我的想法有点单纯.....

终于......
我被打败了......
原来自己一点都不坚强.....
原来自己是多么的脆弱.....
懦弱......没用.......
开始怀疑自己的能力......
到底我自己可以熬和忍耐到几久.....

压力......
全都是我施压给自己.......
原来自己是很辛苦.....
我以为可以把压力转为推动力......
原来是多么的困难.......
我不允许自己流下任何的眼泪.......
但实在很想大哭一场........
把任何的压力.....
不开心的事都发泄出来.......
没有原因.......
没有理由的大哭一场......

开始迷失了自己.......
到底自己是干嘛的......
开始找不到方向.......

人生嘛......
难免一定会有很多困难和挑战......
也难免一定会遇到很多挫折........
这样的人生才会精彩.........

如今让我遇到了另一种挑战......
我也知道......
只要我接受,面对,跨越它......
什么难题都能解决的.......

很可惜......
讲和做是两回事.......

心还是很辛苦.....
很想逃避全部的东西.....
但我永远知道逃避是解决不了事情......
我几时才能想通.......
几时才能得到解脱呢......
难到所有事情都需要时间来冲淡一切??

Friday, June 25, 2010

new color, new hairstyle, new life

hehehehe~
finally i dyed my hair ady~~~
i talked to my fren about i wan dye my hair for long time ago.........
but previously i jz talked, no action de..........
discuss wif my fren about "wat color i should choose leh??"
they all gv me creative ans.
some suggest me dye rainbow, yellow, green, blue, white or black color....=.=
but i aso get some useful suggestion from my fren aso~
they suggest me either dye brown or red color.......
i stil cant make the decision for it........

finally after skull on fri.....
i went to salon tat around genting klang.....
my fren, michelle suggest me go to "red" salon bcoz hv promotion.......
color hair jz for RM68++.....
but whn i went n ask at the counter.........
they said tat promotion price jz for boy.........
mine 1 nid RM150.......
OMG.....the price bcom double.......
den i went to another salon ask for the price, RM140......
finally i went to e3 hair salon which has promotion jz RM130 include dye, treatment n cut......

the most difficult n headache part was chose for the hair color.....
reali no idea about which color i should dye..........
the stylish suggest me dye red color or sharp brown color......
but i cant accept the color which is too sharp.........
so after 15min.......my final decision is dark brown.............

sit at the chair for 2 n a half hr.......
let them start "playing" my hair.......
they serve me some biscuit n drink aso......
feel very bored whn sitting thr alone...........
jz read through all the magazines tat provided......

1st time sit at the salon for 2 n a half hr.............
luckily cum out wif the satisfy result~~
Although the color reali not very obviously, but the color quite nice n fulfill the my need........
the stylist cut short my hair aso.........
luckily my fren said quite nice for it~~

hope got new color, new hairstyle n hv new life aso~~~
all things tat had happened wil b past tense.......... jz let it all pass n look for present n future!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everything will be brand new!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*nid special thx to michelle hoh who had accompany went to hair salon n had candle-light dinner wif me~~~thx alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Pudu Jail.....R.I.P(1895-2010)

由于每个星期都去lowyat做工......
都会在hang tuah LRT station下站.....
然后每个星期都会经过Pudu Jail......
之后再走过去lowyat.......

虽然每次都会经过Pudu Jail......
但是只觉得那只是间普通残旧的建筑物......
没什么特别......
但偶尔晚上经过那里都会觉得很阴森.......
毕竟那地方曾经都充满怨气.......

直到上个星期天(20/6)......
Pudu Jail突然开始变得很热闹......
早上去做工经过那发觉有很多人拿着相机左拍拍, 右拍拍......
晚上放工经过那发现有一大群人围在Pudu Jail的大门口......
看到很多闪光灯......
还有看到地上放着一把古代的纸伞和古筝, 白饭上还插着香, 然后有个人在趴在那......
应该是做法式呱.....
希望那些亡魂得到安息吧......
第二天看报纸才发现原来Pudu Jail要被拆除了......
突然觉得有点不舍.......

人永远都是就这样......
当那样东西还存在时.....
往往都不会去珍惜或留意.....
但一旦知道那东西从此要消失在这世界上......
才开始去关心和不舍......

希望被拆除了的Pudu Jail......
不会做出无聊的牺牲......
它的牺牲是有为社会和国家做出贡献的.......

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

yummy~espresSOUP

on 26/05/2010 i hving my breaklunch at espreSOUP tat located at time square wif my colleague>>shirley~~~
actually wan enjoying dis meal wif sally jie too de........
but i really cant tahan den i finally i ate wif shirley 1st.....
if got chance again hope 3 of us can eat 2gether~~~

i ordered a set tat include bread + chunky mushroom soup n sandwich jz for RM12.50~~~
while for Shirley was bread + mushroom soup n salad~~~

delicious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!the bread + chunky mushroom soup is very tasty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cut the bread into small pieces n let it soak in the chunky mushroom soup~~

yummy~yummy~yummy~

if u got pay heed to our wearing..............
both of us were wearing lexmark's shirt.............
hahaha~
actually v were working tat day on 12pm..........
but v had our meal at thr from 11.45-12.20pm.........
tats mean v were late for work tat day..........
luckily my boss didnt realize it.........
hehe~

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Ladies’ coach

ATTENTION FOR ALL THE GENTLEMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



If u found dis label at the KTM coach……
Pls DON’T walk in tat coach…………….
If not, u wil bcum the most special one…………
all the ladies wil start looking at u……..
n finally the staff of the KTM wil call u leave n move on to other coach…………..
hahaha.........

I think dis services is quite good for all the ladies~~~
All the ladies will feel safer whn taking KTM……
Since KTM got many different race of ppl ride……..
Especially the foreigner tat from Indonesia……….
Sometime they r very smelly………..
N mayb they will ‘chao shui’ de……….
Hate them……………

BUT NOW……
All the ladies no nid worry about all dis problem~~~
Although bcum ‘sardine’ at the KTM…..
But til feel tat comfortable n safer……….
No nid scare got ‘extra hand’ n ‘ham zhu sao’ oledi……

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Goodbye, my hostel life……..


TAR College Hostel........
contains 7 blocks for gals, 3 blocks for boys............
i stayed at block G..........





















Stayed for 2 yrs at the small, simple, hot n narrow G208 room…….
Jz a very small n narrow room tat include a bed, a study table, a chair, a wardrobe ……

*before tidy up.................................................


*after tidy up........................................


*hot/cold water dispenser, laundry machine..........................

Wif my roommate>>>>>evonne yong
N my neighbor>>>>>>kar lai
N my upstairs neighbor>>>>>jui yee

V always like to chit chatting, play card, cook, eat 2gether……….
Except study…….
All the activities tat list above r the common things v always do it………..

I wil stay at thr every weekdays n wil back home every weekends…………..
Duno y……..
I wil feel very bored n stress when stay at the room……..
Mayb the environment make me feel stress…….
Especially in the exam weeks…………..
Very suffer exam week…………
Stay whole exam weeks, 24hrs at the room……..
Face all the notes n reference books whole day………….
NO tv, NO laptop, NO entertainment at all……………
HAIZzzzzzzzzz

Hv malay n Chinese restaurant……
Nothing special about all the food……
They keep preparing the same type of food for every day……
Oni ONE word can describe for it……
“SIENZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz”
V always eat biscuit, cup mee, vono n bread as our dinner………

Sometime v wil jogging 2gether early in the morning~~~~
Jogging around the hostel…….
My maximum record is 7 rounds oni…….
Karlai very geng!!!!
She can jog 10 rounds!!!!!!!!
She very FIT!!!!!

One day, a cat suddenly walks into our room…….

But I didn’t WELCOME it……..
Bcoz I jz mop the floor oni….
If the cat walk inside…….
I nid to mop the floor again……..
So jz play wif it at the door thr………..
Dis cat very special…….
It does not scare any ppl de……….
It wil let ppl play n touch it………
N it sleeps at our carpet ady……

For dis whole new advance diploma life………
I choose to leave hostel life…………
Plan to drive to skul ady………..

Suddenly very missssss the day at hostel……..
Keep chit-chatting wif evonne, karlai n juiyee……..
Really nid say TQ to them!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes they wil bring some delicious food to me~~~

Really nid thx to my roommate>>>evonne!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thx to her didn’t say out my bad behaviour when sleeping…..XP
Hahahahahaha~~~
Really happy n appreciate can stayed wif them for 2yrs~~~~~~~~
I wil nv 4get he sweet memories tat had occurred at hostel~~~~~~~
TQ my frens!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MIZzzzzzzzzzzz u all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Birthday party~


Got many frens born in march n april…….
Had a few small celebration wif some of the frens…….

10th March 2010>>>>>
Happy birthday!!!!FEI YEN!!!!!

V cooked at fren’s house~
Delicious food n the home make 哈密瓜西米露~
Enjoyed the process of preparing n eating~

31st March 2010>>>>>
Happy birthday!!!!!XIANG MEI!!!!!
Hv a small celebration at greenbox, sg. Wang……
Our birthday gal always like to hv ‘diferent, funny n freak’ pose……really is 林志玲的接班人=.=

Hahaha~very crazzzzzy in dis celebration!!!!
They dance ‘super junior-sorry sorry’!!!!!!
N sing ‘新不了情’ in mandarin n cantonese version!!!!!!
Very crazzzzy n funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2nd April 2010>>>>>>
Happy birthday!!!!!AILI!!!!!!!!!!!!
(photo shoot in laz year, 2009)
Sorry for dint hv celebration wif u……
Hope u like the present tat prepared by evonne~

13th April 2010>>>>>>
Happy birthday!!!!!JUI YEE!!!!!!!
Nid say sorry again for dint hv celebration wif u……
Hope u like the present~


15th April 2010>>>>>>
Happy birthday!!!!!LI HWA!!!!!!!
Hv a small celebration at twin restaurant (nearby grand union)……
Jz 4 of us celebrate wif birthday gal…..
other pig members busying prepare for exam…..
photo shooting wif different funny pose~

Upcoming birthday gal>>>>>>

30th April 2010>>>>>>

Happy birthday!!!!!HON LIN!!!!!!!
(photo shoot in 30th April 2009)
Wish u happy birthday at here 1st~
Sorry……I think v cant hv a celebration wif u…..
Bcoz v all bek to hometown individually oledi…….
But hope u will like the birthday present~


May all the birthday gals’ wish come true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Stay pretty n happy always!!!!!!!!!!!!

* too many frens birthday in march n april……. haiz……money shortage recently……….