…..Touching……

I’m still rmb clearly about the 17/5 night………..
U told me all ur truth feeling b4 tat……………
It made me felt touch…………..
Get shocked about it too……………….
Actually tat time I get some bad & sad news from few of my closest fren…………….
It made me felt less confident for a relation……………..
It really hard to predict what will gonna happen for the future..……..
But after v met up on wednesday night…………….
I felt so right can be chat with you that night…………
Thanks for sharing ur past…………
Felt so lucky can be with u………………
Anything can happen for our future………….
No matter what gonna happen between me & u……………..
I believe that v can overcome it one by one…………….
Let’s fight for our future together~~~~~~~~~~

*~~fairytale~~*

"Today was a fairytale
you were the prince.
I used to be a damsel in distress.
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six.
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down
Whenever you're around.”
*Today Was a Fairytale by Taylor Swift

Mayb my fairytale will start from today~~~~~~~~~~
*for the accurately, actually my fairytale was started yesterday...........
It’s the start of something new for me & you..................
when I was thinking about you, thinking about me,
thinking about us, what we gonna be.........
when open my eyes, it was not just a dream~~~~~~~
=)

outstation ---- Sibu, Sarawak

Yeaaaaaaahoooooooooooooo~~~~~~~~~~
finally i can fly to the east of Malaysia~~~~~~~~~
although it was not my 1st time to take flight...........
but i didn't flight for almost 9 years............
when i received my boss phone call,
she told me that is it i free on 22/4-24/4 for going to Sarawak fair...............
after i heard it, quite excited that i can went to Sarawak~~~~~~~~
but the sad thing was i went with my boss...................
it was stressful when just had a trip with boss...................
when the time eating, working, staying also with my boss.................
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
wish to be lazy while working also cant.......................
and some more work alone was very BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant chit-chat with colleague...........................
when served customer until pek cek & feeling down......................
nobody can cheer u up on the spot..........................
just the water, eclipse, strepsils & dequadin accompanied me................
they calm down & healed my emo.................
water & candy are my best friend when go to fair................
they are most needed & cant survive without them.......................

however,
i still very enjoyed went for outstation~~~~~~~~~
the whole trip was FOC~~~~~~~~~~~
food & beverage, accommodation & transportation..........
all well prepared by the dealer or can claimed back from company~~~~~~~~~~~
weeeeeeeehooooooooooo~~~~~
and can tasted all the delicious food at there~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
yummy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
some more will hv almost 4 meals per day~~~~~~~~
breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper...........................
the bad thing was my weight gonna be increase few KG...............
FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aiiikkksssssssssssssss
after back from fair, sure must diet & keep fit.................

*Sibu Airport
*some view at Sibu......................

**cant really play at Sibu, but every night the dealer will brought us ate the delicious food~some more at the last day of the fair, they brought us went to bar & lounge drink calsberg~~~~~wow~~~~~~~it was my 1st time went to such place...........but was my 2nd time drink beer...............all of them just smoking & drink beer & singk.................but i felt suffer because hate the smoker.............& some more the next day v took 7am flight............back to hotel at 3am & planned to wake up at 5am...........but v overslept..............rush to airport at 6.15am.............luckily v met a super professional taxi driver & finally v still able to take flight before 7am.............phew~~~~~~~~~~~after arrived home, directly slept for almost 8hr~~~~~hahahaha~~

***although it was very tough, hard, tired & exhausting, but important thing was i got such a good chance went to other state to enjoy the view, taste their local food, and all were FOC~~~~~~and i can earned the $$$$$$ for working at the pc fair~~~~~advantages are more than disadvantages~~~~~so i decided fly to east again, go to Kuching pc fair on 6/5-8/5~~~~~~~~~~~hope everything will be alright during the 4 days at Kuching ^.^~~

trance............

i just....................
wish to be in a trance now.................
wish to stop thinking now.....................
wish to forget anything now.......................
wish to quietly now..........................

my feeling is complicated.........................
I'm blurring.............................
just simply wish to enjoy listening music..............
let the music healing my moody mood...............

farewell shabu shabu~~~~

YESsssssssssssss~~~~~~~
finally i got chance to eat shabu shabu~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i wish to go thr for long time ago~~~~~~~
but jz bcoz of the price for it very expensive...............
so mm sek dak eat................

however~~~~~~~
due to v all work hard for the job fair..........
so jason's boss gv us extra RM50 to hv a meal~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
his boss sooooooooooooooo good~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
HOooooooooray~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
finally v decided to hv our farewell dinner at shabu shabu restaurant~~~~~~~~~
b4 tat 3 of us jz ate RM2.50 vegetarian meal during the 2 months internship period..........
so now finally can enjoy the big meal~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
the total for it was RM80.............
so actually each of us jz nid paid extra RM10 oni~~~~~~~~
den v can enjoy for the big meal~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
wish to eat how many aso can~~~~~~~~~~~~
it like a buffet~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
paid for the $ 1st, den can enjoy for the unlimited food & beverage~~~~~~~~
YUMMY~~~~~~~~~~~~
FULL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
SATISFY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
being crazy & hv fun & full of laughter for tat nitez~~~~~~~~

1 of the reason tat v decided to go shabu shabu was suki~~~~~~
she currently working as full time waitress at tat restaurant~~~~
so v can visit her & can get special service & reception frm her~~~~~~
v can directly order some special food frm her & get it at very short time~~~~
special thanks to our miss suki~~~~~~~~~~
TVQM for the very good service~~~~~~~~~~~~

fake~~~~~~~

wow~~~~~~~~~~~~
feel amazing for the power of edit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after edit a picture,
it really look much more different compare to the real picture!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for example,
from the picture below,
i used picasa, adobe photoshop, photoScape & microsoft office picture manager,
my skin look fair~~~~~~~got whitening effect~~~~~~~~~
even though the dark circle also almost vanish~~~~~~~~~
wahahahahhaah~~~~~~~~~~~~
it look very FAKE~~~~~~~~~~
but have fun when editing all the picture~~~~~~~~~~
make the picture look nicer~~~~~~~~~~

*a very very FAKE of me~~~~~~~

暧昧

暧昧 - 杨丞琳

"暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气"

终于体会&了解这首歌歌词里的含义
之前听这首歌都没那么的有感觉
但当你真的面对这种情况
你就可以深深体会歌词当中要表达的感觉

"超过了友情， 还不到爱情"
那么那就是暧昧??
友情和爱情的中心点
我真的是不知道答案
如果维持这种关系久了
真的是会累

“暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里”

暧昧到了最后
是不是真的会写不出结局??
就那么的停在那里??
但我不想.......................
真的很不想.........................