.....R.I.P.....

finally.........
she leaves this world today...........
relief from painful, suffer, loneliness, torment............
back to her freedom..........
go to a brand new world.........
she suffers from sickness for almost 1month.......
or may be more than 1 month.............
before that we realized that beside her mouth swollen.......
and it getting bigger & bigger.........
at last the shape is fixed...............
it looks like a tumor............
won't recover...............
we suspect she get cancer.................
pity..................
she's getting slim day by day...........
sad....................
i can't do anything for her...............
& we do not bring her go to any pet clinic.............
because we know she may leaves us 1 day & the medical fees is damn expensive too..........
so my mom & i also keep asking her when she gonna pass away to relief her painful..........
FINALLY................
today.......................
she pass away................
although i know she confirm will leave me 1 day...............
but i still feel sad.............................
hurt............................
& i feel sorry to her too.........................
sorry that i can't help u......................
sorry that can't give u a joyful life.............
hope u won't be hamster for your next life.............
wish everything gonna be well in your future.............
i miss you always........
my little baby girl hamster..............
R.I.P.........................
*please appreciate everything & the moment when u alive........life is short.........anything may leave you suddenly without ur permission........do anything that u wish to do it.......don't make urself regret.......& please wisely use ur time, don't waste it with every single seconds.........love ur family, beloved, friends, pets & everything u hv^^