I'm lucky

I'm damn lucky able to work in Shell, MNC company that focus in "work life balance"...
my boss & big boss & big big boss all very concern their staff work life balance~
they always ask whether our work load heavy or not~need help or not~what problem faced~
they all willing to help~willing to teach~willing to listen with us~very nice~
they always encourage staff back home on time~not encourage to OT~
if OT, boss encourage us to claim OT, he will approve haha~
I'm very lucky can work in this team~
good senior, good colleague~
happy & appreciate it~
finally know all the detail story from babe....
almost can fully understand his feeling....
he really really very cham...feel sad....damn sad.....
saw many stupid people bad comment at fb....
i hope they can stop their stupid word!!!!
think before comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bye & RIP.....

omg...shocked...stunned...sad....tear dropped....speechless....unbelievable....
bf's ex-housemate passed away today....
although i didn't know him...didn't meet him....
but i feel like i knew him as my bf talked about him sometimes....
their uni life...their happy & crazy time...their swimming moment...their yum cha session.....
all became past memory.....
at first I though he met an accident....
who knows....the news posted he was suicided due to stress from working.....
can't accept it....unbelievable....
hope someone can announce this was not the real reason....
can't believe stress will take away his life.....
how cruel he able left his gf & family & friend alone.....
his gf & family confirm sad die....
they need take damn long time to recover their life without u....
their future moment will without u....
my babe went to penang to say last goodbye to his bro....
no update from him....& don't dare to disturb him.....
i hope to know more about it...so i keep finding those related news....
however seem like just Kwong Wah & Guang Ming & China Press newspaper posted this news....
he chose to suicide sure there is a reason....
may be he unable to find a good listener.....
his problem or stress keep rolling....
until he chose a dead way to solve his problem.....
Honestly....I can know the feeling why will choose to suicide.....
when I was 17 years old, faced SPM....study & memorize damn many things....lacked of sleep....stress....worry.....don't want to face it....got 1 moment i think wana suicide....I can understand why ppl want to suicide....strong feeling want to escape....but luckily I scared die....I scared became famous.....so I still live until today.....yeap I'm stupid & childish on that time....but no worry~i mature nowadays....i am stronger~i feel like don't scare about the problem....face it positively....& don't care too much~life is short for me to explore all the world~just enjoy every moment~world is very big & attractive~1 of the reason i wana work hard & save my life is to explore all the beatiful places & natural view~
Seriously, i haven't found a good listener....or may be I'm not a good speaker to speak out all my feeling & problem....the only good way to express my feeling is write blog...& listen to music & heal it by myself....but I can be a good listener to my family & friends~especially my lover, I will always listen to u all & comfort u all~please cherish your life.....gambateh~

Oooops...sometime I will get lost again & again....hahaha~
work life is sienzzzzzzz......
I know the job that I'm doing now not the job scope that I wish to do......
thats why lost the "fire"......
no "fire"...no heart.....no motivation.....
damn it..........
i try to keep the fire as much as I can......
I must continue work hard!!!!!!!
to get promote & move to the job title that I wish!!!!!!!!!
come on!!!!!!!!!!!
few more month to go only!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
learn as much as I can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
move on to get what I wish to get!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
scream inside my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
remind myself again.....
work hard to play hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BALANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RIP..............................................................

 

23/10/2013 --- the last survivor among the 8 hamsters had passed away.....the cutest and the longest life among the 8....finally went to heaven met his family.....goodbye....rest in peace.....

1 daddy, 1 mommy, 6 children (3 girl girl, 3 boy boy).....thanks for living in my house....and sorry that I didn't take good care of all of you......wish u all have a better life in next newborn....i will miss you all....

we really need cherish every moment and every day....
we can't predict what will happen for next second....
accident happen without any sign....
you may lost ur life or diable after an accident....
ur life will totally change afterward....
sickness will take ur life too....
please take good care of your body....
there are too many thing that we haven't do in our life...
just do whatever you wish to do....
don't regret when you realize it is too late....
Again....
Life is too short for us to keep thinking those unneccessary stupid unhappy moment....
i wish i can complete all my to-do-list with my love one & best friend~
Feel so great when I'm in weak or in trouble....
my mom & my love one will always take care me...
I'm so glad to have you in my life...
i miss you....

"I can be tough....
I can be strong....
But with you....
It's not like that at all....
Damn damn damn....
What I'd do to have you here...
I wish you were here...."

Rush??

What do you think about this movie when u see this poster from GSC/ TGV website?? a man with gold hair....rush?????rush what oooooo....no attractive at all...but when my babe said he wish to watch this movie because he love the sport.....OMG!!!is related to F1~~ah ceh~~

2nd poster.....

aiyoooo~they should promote with this poster~so attractive~~F1~~very clear~~


Based on true story....Niki Lauda & James Hunt~Niki still alive, James died when he was 45 years old....The climax is when Niki involve in a crash during a racing in 1976....inhaling hot toxic gases and suffering severe burns....close to death....at last....he still strong enough to continue the race.....pui fuk...pui fuk.....we must learn from him....never give up....

I can't believe I interested in searching the background of this 2 real main characters....I get shocked when I saw their real picture....OMG~look alike with the actors~dressing, accent, expression...respect!!!!very professional!!!!the most attractive is the F1 cars!!!!!Ferrari~leng~~


*In the movie, I prefer Niki Lauda because of his cute english accent~hahahahaha~

The Stolen Years....

1st Oct is public holiday in HK....I spend my time in this movie that recommended by my colleague.....a love story.....i should say...is a sad love story.....i cry....& i believe those who watch it will cry too......

what i can say is cherish every moment together.....then our memory will full of happiness & sweetness~always store in our heart & mind~record every single happy & sweet moment by taking picture or write in word.....IF we lost our memory one day.....those pictures & words will always be our memory~never lost~