REBORN!!!!!!!!

past was the past...........
so juz let it PAST...........
the important thg is PRESENT.........
the PAST EMO JENNIFER was GONE..........
REBORN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wont negative thinking anymore............
wont emo.......................
wont too stressful............................
if can, wont let my tear drop again n again...................

FROM NOW ON..........
I JUZ WIl...............
POSITIVE thinking~~~
WONT GIVE UP anymore~~~
WONT force myself................
TRY to do as PERFECT as i can.........
but WONT stress myself..............
RELAX for it.............
STEADY every time..............
SMILE to everyone..........
LAUGH anytime............
everyday is FULL of LAUGHTER...........
wahahahahahhahaha~~~~~~~~

start to learn how to control my emotion...............
start to manage well my time..................
study time is for studying................
wont thk about other unrelated thg..............
working time is for working..............
jz wil busy n bother for working on every weekend..............
dun let work matter messy up my own life................
try to enjoy n relax in every single minute..................
JZ WILL ENJOY MY LIFE~~~~~~~~~~
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**sorry for all my dearest fren who r worrying about me...............i'm super FINE now~~thx for u all caring ^.^ reali appreciate it the most........thx for the supporting n cheering~~~thank you very much~~~~

an unexpected day

OMG………………………………………………………………..
Wat an unexpected day tat 1 hv 2day………………
Or should I said tat 2day is the saddest day??????????
I’m jz a simple normal gal tat try to be as strong as I can……………..
Try to do as perfect as I can……………….
Like to challenge……………
Like to smile………………
Like to laugh………………….
Hope can b a cheerful person as I can…………………
no matter wat happen……………
Always tell myself sure I can do it…………..
Any problem sure hv the best solution to solve it…………….
Wont easily to gv up………………..
Wont easily let my tear to drop again n again n again……………….
However………………….
I fail to do it all 2day…………………….
B the weakest jennifer 2day……………….
Received a message frm my boss tat wil b a new guys wil work 2day n I nid to train him…………….
But whn I c the new guy…………………
The way tat the guy talking…………………
All look like sooooooooooooooooo familiar………………….
The 1st impression for tat guy is look like my previous senior……………..
But I force myself to dun thk too much for it……………….
Jz treat him as a new guy n trains him……………….
Teach him all the product knowledge……………
But whn teach him at the half way………………
I noe he not tat simple as I thk………………….
As expected, he is my previous senior tat on n off had worked around 4 yrs…………………
Den he start asking me some ques tat my boss recently wil ask……………
OHhhhhhhhhh NOoooooooooooooooooooo
Start scaring…………………..
Who is dis guy actually…………………….
Start to guess n thk bout it……………………..
SHIT………………………………
Finally he asking me some ques tat make me cant ans it………………
Duno wan hw to ans……………..
The feeling tat same as whn the time I b the junior n being teaches by my senior…….
all have flowed out……………………………
the feel almost 99% same wif my senior………………
fainted @.@………………………………………
long time ago dint feel it since my senior had left work for almost half yr……………………
fearfulness…………………………………….
Stressfulness………………………………………………
Finally I cant tahan my tear……………………………….
Go to wash room………………………….
Find my sally jie n chat……………………………
GOSHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…………………………
I cant stop my tear…………………………………
But at last I til nid face him……………………..
Act nothg to him n continue teach him………………..
But he ask me wat happen n ask me am I crying…………………
Wat la…………………………………………………
Let him noe the truth oledi…………………………………..
Den i go to wash room again……………………………..
Den go bek to the workplace again……………………….
Den he noe wat happen n jz call me follow him………………….
He bring me to a restaurant yum cha…………………..
Tat time I directly cant control my tear n emotion………………………
Tear jz same like the broken water-tap…………………….
Flowed non stop………………………..
Feel super shame for it…………………………..
waiter n waitress jz look at me………………….
Den he start keep chit chatting wif me……………………
Telling all the truth to me…………………………
Sharing all his previous experience……………………………..
Sumore console me…………………………………
But all dis til make me cant control my tear……………………..
How long v had chat…………………….
How many liter of my tear had dropped………………..
All my weakness n stressfulness let him see through…………………….
I directly cant tahan anymore…………………………….
Jz express it all out………………………………..
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Jz show the weakest part to a ppl tat jz meet 1st day……………………..
N sumore jz meet him less than half an hour……………………………………………
Aikssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Too bad…………………………………………………………….
Loser…………………………………………………………….
Afterward I try to b as steady as I can…………………………..
Act stronger……………………………………………
Den jz share my feeling n problem to him…………………….
Actually nid thx to him…………………………..
He teach me a lot of thg again………………………
Not oni the working experience……………………..
N sum his real life experience……………………………..
Learn all the thg tat I cant learn it frm college or book………………
Nice to share n chat wif him……………………..
But as I compare myself wif him n my previous senior………………….
jz make me feel like im til a small gal…………………
reali look like a siu mui mui…………………………………
mm dim at all………………………………..
til hv a very super long road to go………………………………..
I muz walk through n pass all the road…………………………
A lot of challenging thg waiting me………………………
Dis real life game I should play it successfully…………………….
Cant b the loser again n again……………………….
JENNIFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U GOTTA B STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JZ MOVE FORWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


**not oni the stressfulness of working make my tear drop off………………..sumore assignment annoying me…………………sum tear oledi drop off early in the morning…………face a lot of problem recently…………………….sumore Monday got mid term test………………until nw………………..i til hven read it even 1 of the chapter………………..reali going to mad soon…………………crumble down………….hair drop a lot…………………..even though im a gal tat super like to eat………but recently reali dun hv mood to eat……….no appetite………………..haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz………………. recently reali nt enuf time to sleep………@.@ reali bcum a panda gal………………got time to die, reali no time to sick…………haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
can I jz escape all of the matter???????????????????n disappear frm dis world for few day???????????????????????(but I noe escape cant solve any problem………..i muz face all the problem n solve it…………………)
HELP…………………………………..
T___________________________T

new family member ♥

8/10/2010 ----> honhon forced to gv me 1 of her son to me since 2 of her hamsters always fight wif each other.......thus, i adopted him n brought him home..........reali no idea about his new name.......so jz simply call him RAYMOND.....

wahhahaha~ jz simply let him lived in the small plastic tank tat i used it to adopt turtle b4.....>.<

since raymond looked like so lonely....so planed to find a spouse for him....thus, finally buy a female hamster at wangsa walk mall's pet shop......since her species is winter white.....so help her create her name as SNOW......



cant found a affordable hamster gate for them.......bcoz all the hamster gate so expensive.....cant afford it......so temporary let them lived in a bigger plastic fish tank....>.< style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold;">**old home
**new home

raymond's species is winter, snow's species is winter white......hope their children wil b super cute n r lengzai n lenglui~ahahahhaha^.^hope they can live happy ever 4eve~~~~

**wasted super alot of $ in buying hamster food n their toys......reali nid alot of $ to adopt a pet.......nw i adopting 1 son and 1 daughter.......reali nt easy to b a mummy.....>.< ''' sure honhon wil b poorer since she nid feed her 3 children......wahhahahhaha~

mission impossible completed

15/11-19/11/2010 ----> challenged mission impossible

between the 5 days, im didnt ate any food, jz ate fruit, vegetable without oil, drink water, n drink the USANA nutrition drink to replace my 3 meal......



the main purpose for it is to detox, bcum more healthy.......
the 2nd purpose is to reduce my weight....haha~XD

i'm a person tat super like to eat.........whn talk bout eating sure wil feel energetic....but reali felt double, triple n super suffer for tat 5 days........damn hungry n sometimes felt reali suffer whn saw my family or fren having their delicious meal......T_____T

but finally, i completed dis impossible mission.......i DID it~~~yea~~~n success reduce 2 kg oni.....>.<