damn....

gosh.......i hate this feeling.....when u wish somebody to accompany u to do something, but they are not free to accompany & end up u need do it alone....that feeling is LONELY.......1 year ago, i think i won't have such feeling.....definitely will enjoy the time when i was alone....because when u alone, can do whatever that u want & wish~~is enjoyable~~~no LONELY this word in my dictionary.....shit......I'm now used to get someone to accompany to do anything....a bit dependent.....damn it......i should back to the 1 who are 1 year ago.....independent.......enjoy alone.....enjoy the life even I'm just the one in my world.....

**damn hate the feeling of lonely!!!!!!!!!!!